بسم الله والسلام على رسول الله

Just another writing from me.

Sampai la satu masa hidayah Allah sampai pada aku dan aku mula ada rasa nak gi semayang kat masjid (musolla CF bro).

Member ada je yang bagi sapaan sinis. “Mana kau bertapa selama ni?”

Musolla CF. Macam tak grand. Aku pernah rasa nak berjemaah kat masjid IM2 atau lagi hebat, Masjid Negeri. Baru la lebih pahala sket. (Ceh, berani ada angan2 macam ni. Dahla selalu solat kat bilik je)

Tapi, bila fikir balik lepas disapa dengan sinis tu, musolla CF tu lagi baik kot...

Sekurang-kurangnya, bila dah jadi regular customer tu, kalau sesekali hilang, ada juga orang bertanya;

“Eh, ridha gi mana? Sakit ke dia?”

Takde la aku mati sorang-sorang kat dalam bilik.

Mati ada banyak jenis. Dan semuanya menakutkan. Lebih-lebih lagi MATI sebelum mati.

Another writing from me.


Sesuatu yang aku bimbangkan akan terjadi, telah pun terjadi. Hancurnya prinsip ISTIQAMAH.

3 kali subuh di masjid (musolla CF) and that's it. Sampai sekarang dah tak pergi lagi. Atas pelbagai alasan.

Sesekali terasa jugak dalam hati; ish, rindunya kat musolla waktu subuh.

Hah! Please brother. La tunafiq. U rindu kat musolla ke rindu kat tilam yang U dok baring tu?

As far as i remember, U pernah cakap karpet musolla tu buat hidung U gatal. Surau tak cukup kipas. Imam baca panjang macam nak abiskan satu Quran.

Sekarang pulak dah ada satu maha-alasan baru je sampai. Sangat kuat la untuk U jadikan alasan mengalas kemalasan U. Itulah yang kita kenali sebagai:

FINAL EXAM.

Go on. Sleep as U like it. As if U never had enough. Sleep brother, but bear the consequences.

2 komen:

izzahismail said...

lame tak singgah.
so,this is like summary for my comment..

1st on the motor's tyre,
pity you.i saw you that day with the motor.melayu not only means for the kaum but it is also a word to describe for so many things. eg,org melayu mmg tetap 'melayu'. haha. hope u understand ;p

second on the modem, nih slalu je jadik. pinjam pandai jage tak berape pandai. and kte yang kene pay all the things.

third,problem of heart? now i'm curious! haha. heart as if a matter of who or what? again, hope you'll understand.

fourth, solat kat musolla, there's a will,will always be a way!

you have a good day,buddy!

Muslim4Life said...

thanks 4 dropping by!

1st, lucky i'm not malay. i'm a javanese-chinese...hehe. but still a bumiputra, thus entitled to all the rights...

2nd, memang sakit hati, but what the heck, he's still my friend. have to find a way to 4give him.

3rd, whatever u thinking, it's all true...or is it? huhu

4th, regarding that, do pray 4 me...

you too have a good day friend!

FIKIRLAH APA AKHIRNYA, SEBELUM ENGKAU MEMULAINYA...